THE WINTER OF MY FROZEN DREAMS

Frankly speaking, it happens every night
that she comes in my dream...
i just want nap to rest but
she stretches them and makes them a fairy night by her apppearance
and i remain restless...throughout !!!

You know when I look at her,so what virtually
I see something I like very much
and you know what it is…
I am breathless with anticipation…
I see myself...my image..

she might not even know that i feel her fragrance in every breath i inhale
i don't know whether she holds the key of my blocked mind
but she definitely owns something like that
which mesmerizes me...every time i look at her
but i wonder every time when she appears
why my dreams become standstill
hard rock like an ice cube..
which melts very slowly
after every sight that she throws at me rarely

i want those moments back
that i lost in running hard to find where she hails from
but i know i cant...
to compensate that i do a trick
and open my gate of imagination to portrait her
in my mind...on my soul rather
but she skips from the window of reality
to save her distinction of beauty and most probably to appear again

The only things that was common in b/w was
neither of us know about each other…
till now, i am merely a perfect stranger
but let me tell you..
Real jewelery wears fake smile
her innocent smile is her real beauty..
which constantly questions my doubts..
how can she be the end of my lost souls' search

my attached doubts were...
whether from that moment onwards
is she the only one remained to be achieved in life
is she an angel..or just my imagination
but fear is...as i have come a long way...
now there is only one person who can understand me and solve my doubts
and the dream is the only one place to look for the solution
Only hint remained was…
she will be appearing again in my dreams
i am desperate to unlock her mystery
as she is my Comfort and an access to the paradise

you know ...sometimes tongue runs ahead of our brains
i out cried her name several times..
to ask her ...to respond at least once
but she didn't listen..neither responded
probably because i was using different names to call her...
she then smiled and just faded
she took me as if i like getting hurt...
had it been a reality...but that was a dream
Na...Naah !!! i better call it
FROZEN DREAM

lets observe..
dreams come daily..but what if they remain standstill
what if they didn't melt with your melting emotions..
they can be recalled the very next day...but not completely
so they are like ice-cubes not that transparent like water
but what if the temperature falls...
and just like this, several questions remained unanswered..
to be answered only by her
so have to wait for next summer vacations
to roam around with her in the world of dreams
let me call the time period that i have been through...

"THE WINTER OF MY FROZEN DREAMS"